The Gutsy Girl by Caroline Paul



If you are a reader of The New York Times or spend much time on social media these days, you might have seen this article a couple of weeks ago on February 20. The article was written by my friend, Caroline Paul, and it was Paul’s perspective on how we actually teach girls to be scared. “When a girl learns that the chance of skinning her knee is an acceptable reason not to attempt the fire pole, she learns to avoid activities outside her comfort zone,” Paul writes. “Soon many situations are considered too scary, when in fact they are simply exhilarating and unknown. Fear becomes a go-to feminine trait, something girls are expected to feel and express at will. By the time a girl reaches her tweens no one bats an eye when she screams at the sight of an insect.” Paul goes on to argue that when girls become women, “this fear manifests as deference and timid decision making. We try to counter this conditioning by urging ourselves to ‘lean in.’ Books on female empowerment proliferate on our shelves.”

The essay by Paul resonated with many. It was the most popular article in the entire New York Times for two days straight after it was published. But how do we go about changing the “scared girls” paradigm that permeates even progressive American culture?


For one, if we are to encourage girls to be daring, just like we encourage boys, we need more resources. Thankfully, Paul has also just written a book for girls that aims to encourage and foster a sense of adventure. In the book, entitled The Gutsy Girl: Escapades for Your Life of Epic Adventure, Paul shares not only her own greatest escapades (and there are many), but those of daring women and girls throughout history. The book also includes activities and writing prompts to get girls thinking about how they can be more daring in their own lives.


{some of the Gutsy Girls featured in Paul’s book}

Paul, herself an adventurer, flies planes, climbs mountains and was the first female fire fighter in San Francisco back in the 1990’s (about which she wrote this best selling book). Paul grew up as a shy and awkward kid, but she was also enormously inspired by the escapades of athletes, knights and spies in the books that she poured over. When she began to act out adventurous scenes in her play, instead of stopping her, her own mother encouraged Caroline through allowing her to skin her knees — and then to get back up the next day and do it all over again, as if it was the most normal part of life. Soon, Caroline gained more confidence, which led to the kind of adult she is today. In her 50’s Paul continues to live through adventure.


The book is illustrated by Paul’s partner, the great Wendy MacNaughton, in her wonderful iconic style. The illustrations have an air of humor and sarcasm which is (like embracing fear) totally appropriate for girls (the flow chart about jumping off the cliff below is my favorite).


About The Gusty Girl, from writer Cheryl Strayed: “Inspiring. The book of the year for daredevils, doers and dreams of all ages.” Do you know a girl (or grown woman) who would love this book? You can purchase a copy here or at your local bookstore.

Have a great Wednesday, friends, and don’t forget to JUMP.

CATEGORIES: Inspiration

On Being Open



{Quilt by Shawna Doering, entitled “Red Hot” which won my Judges Choice Award at QuiltCon 2016}

About a year ago in 2015, I got an email from a woman named Heather Grant. Turns out, the Heather who emailed me is the Director of Marketing & Programming for the Modern Quilt Guild. She wrote to ask if I would consider being a judge for the 2016 QuiltCon, a huge yearly show of modern quilts — the largest show of its kind in the world.

I am a fan of modern quilts and, feeling honored, I agreed to travel to Los Angeles in 2016 (where the Modern Quilt Guild HQ is based) to work as one of three judges for the event. Each year they choose three judges — two quilters and one artist or designer who is not a quilter (that was me). The judging for the show happens in January and the show happens in February. So, excited, but also thinking “ah, this commitment is so far in the future,” I signed an agreement last year with Heather and got back to my regular life.

Fast forward to early January 2016 — the beginning of last month. Nine months after I signed the contract, it was time to get on an airplane and travel to Los Angeles to do this thing I’d agreed to almost a year earlier: spend a week at the MQG offices & join fellow judges Scott Murkin and Cheryl Arkison to look at — and judge — hundreds of quilts. We’d be working 9-11 hour days to finish the judging on time.

In thinking about all of this, I had a moment of panic and out loud groaning: how the hell could I take a week off of work to go to LA to work 9-11 hour days to judge quilts? I had a new employee and a heavy workload in my own studio. Why had a said yes to this crazy endeavor? Clearly I hadn’t been thinking!

Somewhere in my internal huffing and puffing, I had a moment of clarity. And I made a resolve: I would treat this week as an intentional vacation from my work. I would try to have a positive attitude about the whole experience. I would be open.

I had, after all, been going through a difficult time. The late fall and early winter of 2015 was a time of unprecedented creative block & angst for me. I was feeling frustrated and uninspired in my work in a way I hadn’t in a long time, possibly ever. At least this experience away from my studio would give me time to reflect and be away from the frenetic busy-ness of my deadlines. Compared to that, how bad could it be to look at beautiful modern quilts all week? And enjoy some California sunshine?

So on January 18, I boarded an airplane, left all of my work behind with my studio staff and set off for Los Angeles.

I really had no idea what to expect when I landed in LA on that Monday. I tried to keep an open mind and positive attitude. If nothing else, I was in sunny and warm Los Angeles (and away from cold, wet and dreary Portland).

In this case, I am so glad I did. Judging Quiltcon was a life changing experience for me. Not the judging part, per se, but the immersion into the modern quilt aesthetic.

Let me explain.

As you can imagine, any artist who has the opportunity to look at the work of other artists intensively over a short period of time is going to begin to see their own work in a new way. It’s inevitable. If I had looked at (and looked closely enough to judge) 350 abstract paintings in three days, I might have felt overwhelmed or instantly would have tried to make comparisons to my own work (which is always a slippery slope).

But because I was looking at fabric quilts (and modern quilts for the most part have a very unique minimalist aesthetic), I experienced only joy and curiosity. I was so moved and inspired by the quilts we looked at, that even at the end of each long day of judging — which was admittedly tiring — I was energized with enthusiasm & insight.

As the three days passed, I began to see things like negative space, color and shape in new ways. And even though I was looking at pieced fabric, I began to feel super invigorated about getting back my own painting. I had new ideas. I felt inspired for the first time in a long time.


Since my career took off in 2011, I have worked mostly in commissioned illustration for publishing, editorial, stationery, fabric and home decor clients. I absolutely LOVE this work, but in the process of building my illustration & writing career, I have mostly abandoned my fine art practice in the last few years. I have a gallery in NY who sells my original works when I have time to make them, but lately what I’ve been sending them has felt, to me, very sporadic, dry and uninspired.

Because I’ve made less and less personal work, I’d been feeling like a part of me had died. Would I ever make a painting on canvas that I liked again? Would I ever have a show of original works again? I’d been trying to get my painting mojo back but with frustratingly little progress. So in early 2016 I made a commitment that this year I would get back into making more personal work, maybe even work toward an exhibition somewhere, but I had no idea if or when I’d be successful at fulfilling that commitment.

Fast forward again to the day I got back from Los Angeles. Inspired and enthusiastic like I hadn’t been in ages, I went immediately into my studio and began bringing to life some of the ideas that had been floating around in my head all week. I ended up making three paintings that day (yes, in one day!) and was completely in the “flow” as I made them. It was amazing — and something I hadn’t felt in over a year.


{Three of the new pieces in my latest series, inspired loosely by modern quilts and also by 1970’s graphic design}

Fast forward again to the following Monday. My gallery in NY emailed to ask if the gallery director and curatorial director could talk to me on the phone — they had something they wanted to discuss with me. So we made an appointment for Tuesday. Long story short: they loved my new series so much (after only seeing the three pieces I made Saturday on Instagram) that they wanted to organize a solo show for me in New York for this fall.


I’ve been showing work with this gallery for over two years, but I have never had a solo show with them. In fact, I haven’t had a solo show since 2013.

More than the upcoming exhibition (which is exciting, yes), I am so grateful to feel inspired to paint again, and to have a focus again in my personal work.

And I owe it all to the kismet of the universe working in my favor — if I had not been asked Heather and her team to judge QuiltCon this year, I am pretty sure this never would have happened. I’m also pretty sure I never would have met the amazing people I worked with that week: Heather Grant, Executive Director Alissa Haight Carlton, fellow judges Scott Murkin and Cheryl Arkison, and scores of kind hearted and smiling volunteers.

So next time someone asks you to do something that seems interesting but will take you away from your “work” for a week, say YES. You never know where being open will lead you.

Have a great Friday, friends.


Recent Sketchbook Roundup



As many of you know, drawing in my sketchbook is how I spend a lot of my time outside of my job as an illustrator. Recently, I’ve begun working in THREE different sketchbooks, all of which have different purposes and different paper — something for every mood! I’ve got my regular square format sketchbook with regular paper, I’ve got my moleskine watercolor sketchbook (which is fairly large) and I’ve now also got my “messy” sketchbook, which is actually just a vintage book about Germany that I’m purposefully painting and collaging in as a way to practice being messier in my art-making. Today I wanted to share some of the sketchbooks I’ve made since December.

You can follow along with all of my sketchbook escapades by following me on Instagram and you can also view past sketchbooks here on my website.

Do you want ideas for drawing in your own sketchbook? I teach two different classes on Creativebug to get you started. The first is simply called Sketchbook Explorations. And the other is called More Sketchbook Explorations. I recommend taking the first and then diving into the second.

Drawing and a book in a book can be a very liberating experience because you are not focusing on making a “finished” piece of art for framing or display. When your book is filled, it’s a wonderful experience to flip through the pages!

Happy drawing. Have a great Friday!











Jude Stewart: Patternalia


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As most of you know, I love a good pattern — I love drawing them, I love designing them, I love decorating with them, I love pinning them. So I was really excited when my friend Tina introduced me to her friend, design writer & creative powerhouse Jude Stewart, who has recently written a fantastic history of patterns. It’s called Patternalia: An Unconventional History of Polka Dots, Stripes, Plaid, Camouflage, & Other Graphic Patterns. This book is for the pattern geek in all of us. Have you ever wondered where stripes, plaids and polka dots came from? Do you squeal with nostalgia when you see a certain fabric or wallpaper pattern from your childhood? Do you wonder about the different kinds of patterns or some of the unwritten rules of pattern making? If so, I guarantee you will love this book.

Last week I had the privilege of interviewing Jude about Patternalia — why she made it and what it was like researching it. We also chatted about our own personal relationships to pattern (since we both love the topic). Today in my Interviews with People I Admire series: Jude Stewart!

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Lisa: Jude, first before we dive into the book, tell us about you. Who are you and how do you spend your days?

Jude: Professionally, I’m a writer who wears two hats. I run my own creative agency, Stewart + Company, specializing in content strategy and development for corporate clients. I’m also a journalist writing about graphic design and visual culture.

But professionally is less than half the story, right? On the personal side, I live in Chicago with the two most excellent dudes I know, my husband and 2-year-old son. I’ve lived a bunch of times in Berlin and plan on doing so again this summer. Right now I’m reading Agatha Christie novels like they’re going out of style…


Lisa: You previously wrote a beautiful book about color called ROY G BIV. Tell us first a little bit about that book.

Jude: First off, thanks for the compliment! To explain the title, ROY G. BIV is a mnemonic for the order of the colors of the rainbow, and the book itself includes a few more shades than the “classic” rainbow, like pink, gray and black.

I like to describe ROY as a “Color-Choose-Your-Adventure”. You can read your way through the rainbow – each chapter is devoted to a single color – or you can hop around following the thematic cross-references that dot the book’s pages. If you’re curious to read all the ways color intersects with bugs or hallucination, ROY can scratch that itch for you. Patternalia follows a similar format. For both color and pattern, I found this a great way to provide a satisfying old-fashioned read while giving reader scope to explore their own interests in a potentially infinite topic.


Lisa: Why a book about patterns? Why was this the next book you had to make?

Jude: A good chunk of ROY G. BIV deals with the history of material color – how natural dyes and artist’s pigments were produced prior to the invention of synthetic dyes. That topic bumps into textile history over and over, some of which overlapped with weaving techniques and patterns.

But I really got a running start on Patternalia when I wrote a short “patterns are back” trend article for Print in 2009. I thought it’d be fun to find several ways each classic pattern had been used over the centuries, with an eye towards discerning the source of each pattern’s personality. Well, I found a lot of fascinating material but also no one book that answered my questions exactly – which was maddening. If you’re a particular kind of curious, dogged writer, your next book really chooses you that way.

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Lisa: I’m floored at the amount of information in the book! Tell us the process of researching the book. Where do you go to find all of the interesting pattern facts & history? How long did the research take you?

Jude: Ha, forever! Seriously, the research was a bit nutso. I gathered material for about six years total, gaining confidence as I progressed that this odd book could indeed be successfully written. I amassed all kinds of books that weren’t really intended for me: military histories, symbolism dictionaries, mathematics textbooks, textile histories galore… I also relied a lot on charming librarians and hitting up my husband (who’s a music historian) and our many academic buddies.


Lisa: What is the most (or one or two of the most) fascinating fact(s) you learned while you were writing the book?

Jude: Well, all those military histories of camouflage were totally worth the slog. The story of camouflage is infinitely weirder and more fascinating than I’d imagined. Camouflage rose to prominence in WWI to protect military equipment from aerial reconnaissance – but then it expanded like crazy during WWII to encompass all kinds of of visual sleight-of-hand. It’s a story of inflatable tanks; decoy heads, tanks and cities; magicians sporting colonel stripes; jazzy warships – it goes on and (weirdly) on.

I was also pretty amazed at plaid’s history – more properly called “tartan”. (“Plaid” derives from a Gaelic term for a certain kind of woolen blanket, however it’s patterned. “Tartan” refers to the actual family of patterns.) Nearly everything you think you “know” about tartan is imaginary. Tartan was banned in the UK from 1746 to 1782 – which fueled the pattern’s rise in popularity. But nostalgia for the pattern also made its history fuzzy and rife with frauds. Several confidence men faked finding ancient tartan guides, and most of the “family tartans” we know today are invented, with little basis in fact.


Lisa: When I was a kid, my dad, who is a mathematician and scientist, introduced me to fractals. I became obsessed with them, looking everywhere in nature for them. In some ways I think that introduction was the beginning of my interest in pattern that eventually led to a career as an artist and pattern designer. What was your first fascination with pattern or something pattern related?

Jude: Nice! Can I borrow that anecdote? 😉 But seriously: I recall a few patterns from my childhood intensely. A tiny bathroom of my grandma’s house in Louisville, Kentucky, was tiled in black-and-white hexagons that, to my eye, looked like interlocking pandas. Her living room was wallpapered Churchill Downs wallpaper. (Louisville is home to the Kentucky Derby, so horse-love is no joke there. (It only occurred to me later that there were three framed pictures of Secretariat, a Triple Crown winner from the 1970s, and maybe two pictures of grandkids.)

I used to love staring at patterns like these, sizing them up, then sizing them down in your mind’s eye, reverse-engineering how it was made, and – later on – the pleasant difficulty of parsing really complex patterns like Islamic tiling.


Lisa: Once several years ago, I designed my first repeat pattern that was made entirely of interconnected lines. I used to have an illustration agent, and I remember when I showed this pattern to her she paid me the highest compliment: “I can’t tell where it begins and where it ends!” In other words, she couldn’t tell where the “repeat” began or ended. Making that particular pattern was one of the most satisfying things I’d ever done. You’re a writer & journalist, not a pattern designer. Did you have the opportunity in your research to watch a pattern designer at work on the computer or drawing table? Or have you ever attempted to make a repeatable pattern yourself? If so, what was that like for you?

Jude: I would L-O-V-E such an opportunity but haven’t yet had it. I have, however, interviewed many pattern designers about their process and gotten glimpses into how they work. (See my article Sensing a Pattern for Communications Arts.)

I also admire Islamic patterns for the very qualities you describe. That centerlessness is intended as an homage to Allah, who’s everywhere all at once. They also conceived of mathematics, design and spirituality as intertwined, a beautiful way to commune with a higher plane of existence. As I wrote in Patternalia’s introduction, pattern’s whiff of infinity is exciting to me.


Lisa: What is your favorite pattern motif and why?

Jude: I really like black-and-white checkerboard. It’s clean, fresh, dynamic – it crackles with a certain electricity. It also conveys a surprising range of meanings across cultures. B&W checks can suggest speed (in racing flags), law and order (“Sillitoe tartan” appears on police uniforms in British Commonwealth countries, and here in Chicago), and spiritual protection (in Bali, you can drape B&W-checked fabric called wastra poleng over something you want to shield).

Lisa: Where can people find you on the Internets?

Jude: I’m at, but also tweeting up a storm @joodstew.

Lisa: Thank you Jude! I hope all the pattern geeks purchase Patternalia! It’s amazing


Adam Kurtz


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Earlier this year, I got a friend request on Facebook from a super close friend of my good friend & surrogate-kid-sister Tuesday Bassen (who I interviewed here). His name is Adam Kurtz and he lives in New York. We had 18 friends in common and I noticed he is a fellow illustrator, so I hit “accept.”

In the months that have passed, I’ve gotten to know Adam through Facebook and Instagram, and I’ve fallen head over heals in love — not just with his wit and wisdom — but with his work in general. A few weeks ago, Adam sent me a package containing a bunch of his amazing products which you can see here. I then started reading his fantastic series on the Life & Business section of my friend Grace’s blog Design*Sponge and my crush got even more serious. Last week I sat down virtually with Adam and asked him about his childhood, his work and his voice as an artist. I present to you Adam J. Kurtz, the latest inductee in my Interviews with People I Admire series!


Lisa: Adam, I LOVE YOUR WORK! Tell us about you. Where did you grow up and what was your path to becoming an artist and designer?

Adam: Thank you, Lisa! That’s high praise coming from you (insert incoherent art crush rambling here, then a pause where I regain my dignity). I grew up in Toronto and have always been the “creative child,” which is code for “everyone always bought me art supplies for my birthday.” We moved a few times and I didn’t have a ton of friends in my early teens so I learned basic coding and built fan sites for fun. It was making and exploring those networks of people, just before social media was a thing, that kept me entertained. So I figured I should study graphic design in college, and that’s kind of how it went! Design is so much about organizing other people’s words and images in useful structures, and eventually I decided I wanted to make work that used my own voice. I like to think that’s the difference between art and design, really. Still, my art is all about functional objects. It’s a balloon, it’s a postcard, it’s a pin. It serves a tactile purpose beyond being nice to look at or carrying a message.


Lisa: One of the reasons I love you & your work is that you tell the truth. Also, you manage to be really funny in your honesty without being overly sarcastic or cutting or mean. Tell us about your “voice” —  and how you express it, not just your work, but also your presence on social media.

Adam: That’s my real voice! I’m kind of an idiot, lots of dad jokes and backhanded compliments. Life is big and scary, but small jokes and those shared experiences are what connects us to each other and makes it okay. The nice thing about being myself full-time (as opposed to making work under a studio of another name) as that I can be that person without worrying about being “off brand.” While there’s a legal difference between Adam J. Kurtz the human and ADAMJK the brand, it’s all still me.


Lisa: Your work is really conducive to putting on product and you make some amazing product. Tell us what it is about having your work on pins and pennants and balloons and shirts that makes you happy.

Adam: There is something very special about taking a mood or feeling out of your head and putting on a tangible object instead of a tweet or status update. There are a lot of people posting about feeling sad or alone. There are not a lot of people communicating that with a hopeful keychain. For me, it’s therapeutic to say what I need to say this way.

My “ADAMJK GIFT SHOP” is all about exploring what a “gift” really is. Why do we buy small trinkets to begin with? Sometimes we want to remember a place we were. Sometimes we see something that reminds us of someone we love. Sometimes we are feeling sad or happy and want to commemorate that feeling with an impulse buy. Other times we needed to get someone a present because of some holiday or occasion and then we “accidentally” keep it for ourselves. The items I make are simple, and generally inexpensive. I want their value to be defined by how they are selected and gifted to ourselves or others.

I’m not a fine artist, but I don’t consider myself a store either. I am an artist who wants people to easily own something they love. If I was wearing my pretentious glasses right now I’d tell you they’re “artist multiples” but I am wearing contacts today.


Lisa: Tell us about your new spots on Design*Sponge. I love them!! How did that come about and how much do you love working with Grace?

Adam: Writing for Design*Sponge has been so cool! Grace Bonney is a really smart and funny woman, and I wrote a guest post a long time ago thanks to another contributor, Sabrina Smelko. Grace and I became friends online, and I just kept thinking “wow, I totally agree with almost everything she has to say.” I guess it was mutual enough, because she suggested a monthly column.

I don’t consider myself a true writer (whatever that means????) but it’s been really nice to share some perspective in a fun and maybe unusual way. The response has been so great and I am happy to be a part of such a fantastic blog. Now I’m just embarrassing myself. I love you, Grace!!!!! Okay bye.


Lisa: Tell us about your book 1 Page at a Time. What’s it about?

Adam: 1 Page at a Time is a goofy little daily journal that asks you to write, draw, reflect, or act every day. Some pages are childish, some are straightforward, and some get weird or dark. The hope is that at the end of the year you have a time capsule of who you were, and you can see how far you’ve gone. It’s loosely based on my annual Unsolicited Advice weekly planners that I self-publish. An editor at Penguin found it on Kickstarter in 2013 and we met for coffee and it just… happened? It still blows my mind, and that was like three years ago.


There are a lot of journals out there. At first, many people compare 1 Page at a Time to Wreck This Journal, which I totally understand (and we share an editor). Then they’ll come back and be like “hey actually it’s kind of the opposite? I want to save this forever!” The title isn’t even subtle at all – this is totally about making it through, making it yourself, and coming out the other side. It can mark the beginning of a new year, a new journey, or a fresh start. Like a lot of what I make, I try to allude to mental health ideas without being too cheesy or clinical. This is a fun book, but it’s also a book that fucking gets it, because I fucking get it.

A fun part of the book is the hashtag throughout. People all over the world are sharing their pages online in several languages. Though the book reminds you that life is a solo journey and being alone with your thoughts shouldn’t be terrifying, we are also all alone together. My secret hope is that two strangers will find each other through their posted pages. What if people across the world fell in love because their outlook on life totally overlaps? What if two people got married????? Ahhhhhhhh!!!


Lisa: And you have another book coming out? Can you give us an idea about what it’s about and when it will come out?

Adam: I do! This first book has done well enough that Penguin is like “okay please make another book, we get it, you’re weird, that’s cool.” It will still have interactive elements, but it’s not exactly a journal either. It’s even more me than the first book. It’s darker, it’s more hopeful, it’s more honest, and I really want people to get it and be like “what the hell is this?” and then flip through and feel like they’ve found exactly what they needed in that moment. It’s hard for me to explain exactly what I’m trying to create because I’m still in the middle of it all.


Lisa: What’s the most fun or wacky illustration job you’ve ever done for a client?

Adam: Earlier this month I got to draw a ton of adderall, that was pretty great! I also do the menus for my local coffee shop in exchange for free drinks. It’s probably the best paying gig I’ve ever had.


Lisa: What kind of stuff makes you want to get out bed in the morning?

Adam: Almost nothing. Bed is the best.

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Lisa: Where can we find you on the Internets?

Adam: I’m @ADAMJK on all the good stuff!

Lisa: Thank you Adam!! Great having you on the blog today!

Friends, I’ll be back SATURDAY. Yes, Saturday! Confusing, I know, right? I don’t normally blog on the weekends, but I’m having a Small Business Saturday Sale starting Saturday so I’ll be posting some new items in my shop plus a discount code. So stay tuned for that!

In the meantime, have a happy Thanksgiving!